Geek Pact

Maddy, Hazel and I made a Nerdy pact today.
We decided that when we have children, when they reach 11 they're getting a Hogwarts letter.
I mean, not in a cruel taunting you-aren't-going sort of way, no, as an introduction to the books.

We had such and odd and tiring day today.
13 hours of Choir related activities.
A slightly crazy but fairly nice lady called Liz Million who said:
"It landed right on her mimi"
AHAHAHAH

They made us sing a round at one point:
"Harry Potter, Harry Potter,
Where's he gone, Where's he gone,
Run of with Hermione, run off with Hermione,
Poor old Ron, Poor old Ron"

Not exactly very Catholic
and not right at all to the books.
It felt like we were singing fan fic.

Maddy and I crafted a much better version as well.


We got chips on the way home.
YUM

Got it done.

Dorks Form The Best Alliances!

Well, apart from getting my context finished and finishing my art exam in time today has been mediocre at best.

I fairly just want to read through my "to read" pile...

I'm going to finish The Winter's Tale though instead.
I always think it should be "A Winter's Tale", 'the' seems too specific, but then again it is.
Everything, every little turn of phrase or side story or bit of imagery contributes to the dire Winter's Tale and it's thaw.

:D

I so need to work on Topic Sentencing mind.

Grandma, why is your knuckle so soft?

I shall not explain this title, it's just one of those funny moments.
I don't like this skip an hour, where did my extra bit of time go...?
Or this cough. Driving me up the wall!
Going out for Sunday lunch.
Was lush.
Went for a three hour choir rehearsal, was tiring.
Coughed.

Only have 5 context questions left!

Going to post this now despite it not being the end of the day.

Getting started

Is darn difficult.
It's 9:54, I'm going to keep a tab on my day so that I get stuff done.
I need to do my contexts
My Art essay
and some Psycho revision really.

I need to get in on the Wizard wrock EP thing too, it sounds immense.
And set up iTunes so I can buy the Prettiest Star in April.

9:56 already, will open up the right document now, switch on zen mc zen zen and settle into type city.

Ok so I got distracted by the Ning already, stop being so awesome, Nerdfighters!

10:08, finally starting :/ Oops.
10:23, ahhhhhhhhhhh work fool I know that book is burning a hole in the bed but if you read it you'll waste the day away!
11:02, Ross rang to say how excited he was to have been driving this morning, it was a nice break but I'm still on question 1, it doesn't help that the question entails trawling through Acts 1-3 to try and find all the references to time and then comment on them.
11:26, Hot chocky time!
12:14, I just finished "Double Cross" for a better review check my other blog.
12:19, back to the grind stone, this time fo sho.
13:55, damn twitter distracted me and I ended up watching genius from last night, then had a shower and ate soup and watched The Big Bang Theory. I LOVE THAT SHOW.
14:13, work starts again.
14:43, OMG this cough is driving me insane!
15:53, oooops, iplayer you annoyance you. Stop distracting me I demand you.
I only just managed to resist searching for episodes of Dr.Who. Instead questions about Autolycus beckon.
16:06, hmph, this is so annoying.
16:35, I scared of not completing these tomorrow.
Or at least not being at a stage of being able to finish them on Monday night.
16:42, finally finished the huge Autolycus question, it's nearly 4 pages long.
:|
17:02, Coughsplosion. This is NOT helping.
17:09, found some chocolate coins!
17:33, skins decided not to work online watching... so I suppose I'll have to watch it on the tv later.
17:56, checked my deviantart, it seems there are people who must just search 'charlieissocoollike' on various sites because it's the only one of my pics that gets favourite'd. I personally like the one I did of Johnny better but never mind.
When it gets to the summer I'm going to do some propper fan art, probably one for everyone on my sub list on YouTube first. I think I'll post them on the Ning and on DA...
19:28, food interrupted, so I watched Skins. What a pap ending.
20:50, My comp should be off, it's earth hour!

There were 19 questions to answer.
1[X]2[]3[]4[]5[X]6[X]7[X]8[X]9[]10[]11[]12[]13[]14[]15[]16[]17[]18[]19[]

I've only completed 5.
Oh bums.

Please can I buy the Wrock from the EP collection thing!?
It's cheep in the long term just quite expensive to start out!
for 52 ish pounds ($75) I will be getting 12 full length WR albums over this next year. Practically all the money goes to charity and I get to wrock out.
I'm really tempted to back buy the 12 from last year too but that's not a necessary because I'd then end up paying over £110 for all the lovely music and that's a bit steep for someone with no income.
I wonder if Hazel will split the bill with me because we'll definitely both listen to it all!
Hmmmmm.

http://www.wizardrockclub.com/subscribe

;)



PS. LIZ, look at Lancaster accommodation. SOON!

Gargantuan behemoth cow

Stuck in my head, a bit of the comedian James Campbell.

YES Passed!

Mind you I have this cough that I was petrified was going to make me fail somehow.

Oh yeghads.

We're off out to eat before the theatre.

It was good.

I like the second half of West Side Story much better.

Pathetic blog tonight.

Daniel is on msn with me with some odd voice changer on his microphone.

Creepy!

Greetings earthlings.

I feel like an alien in my own life.
I don't know what is happening.

Your renegade Time Lord name is... (Elizabeth) Hetamax (Creaghan) The Worm...

In a few mins I'm going to see my sister be presented with her Baden Powell award.
I need to charge my Zen.
I need to get these darn diddly context done to a reasonable standard.
I need to do those drawings for Alex's CD.
I need to pick my next book to start.
I need to finish cataloguing (but that can wait)
As an tidying my room.
I need to get rid of this cough.
I need to critically edit Jen's book.
I need to stop going on Twitter.
I mean really stop.



Ah, rubbish blog but not much happened today as far as I can remember right now.


Work is so grrrr making.


EDIT: The best pack of cards yet has come into my possession.
I've been meaning to find a pack to put to one side for Alex because one day I'll meet him and this shall be my "Hi, I'm Liz, I drew your CD cover for you, here are some cards I thought are worthy of your collection, King of peanuts anyone?"

Ahhhhh life.

Second edit: Just got in from the annual guide meeting thing that went on till 9:15.

Means I got NO work done BUT I learnt alot about the construction and demolition and changes in Durham through a photo slideshow by this lovely eccentric woman. I loved it. But now I'm behind on my sleep schedule. :(

Gee Wiz! Give me some man!

Well, the title today consists of two phrases uttered by Mr. GB today during choir.
Maddy and I could hardly breathe!
He also said "It is moments like this when my hearts stop".
What? He isn't a timelord or George Sunday.

This made me think that "Zneekznadderzneek" is going to be a blog title in the future.
The distant future.

Some other good ones today:
"Holding her bebs"
"Put your itunes in this box"
"Plastic hoojiflips"
"That tv show, the vegetables" (He meant the Herbs)



This is a doodle I did in the car today for Hazelizabeth.

Think this is all I have to say.

BAI

Get some sleep, Liz

I'm getting this thing out of the way early again.
One so that I remember what to say and two so that I can close down the internet.

So, I've been listening to the DFTBA Records album on repeat.
It's AWESOME!
I think my favourite song is Molly Lewis's I Pity the Fu.

I had a mock on Winter's Tale today... probably wasn't my best.

I also had by second cervical jab today.
Whey!

I stuck up my Prettiest Star flyers in the girls loos at school so that they'll get seen and not taken down.

We finished watching "the Island" in general RE which was quite good but we got distracted by the idea of a Margaret Thatcher clone and didn't fill in the sheet.
Never mind.

Ross told me too many times that I was being snappy and that I should go to sleep.
I shall and soon please.

I plan to work through till 8 then have a shower and do some reading.

:)

Gone mad, be back later.

Oh dear goodness me.
I feel that I need to expel all my feelings here.
But I'm just an empty husk of a human atm and my brain has yet to catch up with my personage.
Today I woke up (how original! but I'm glad!) in pain (not fun) it was very difficult to motivate myself to stand up, even harder to remember how to eat.
Somehow, miraculously, I found myself dressed and at school.
Knowing fine well I have no time left in my life until the holidays I toddled over to the sixth-form block already thinking about how terribly terrible my life is right now.
What did I see?
A dead cat. Yes. You read that right, Fred, the caretaker, was just about to bin bag it.
Well what a smashing way to start the day.
Saying that I managed a whole psychology lesson without going to sleep and managed a nice chunk of my art final piece. 3 hours down 12 to go.
What got to me was that I physically hadn't had time to remotely revise for my English Don Juan mock that we had in 5th.
It was so unbelievably terrible that I wrote sorry on my cover sheet.
I have a Winter's Tale one tomorrow.
AHHHHHH!
Help me.

Let me just outline my life right now because I know this is the last full length blog you're getting until next Thursday.

I have to separate myself from the lovely internet.
I am adding twitter and b3ta to the banned internet sites.
Really I'm only going to be using hotmail, blogger and google until Easter.
A tiny bit of YouTube.
But hardly any.
Tomorrow I don't have any art exam so I've got Psycho, English poetry lesson, Winter's Tale mock, General RE (waste of time) then from 2:15 - 4:30 to blitz WT4 context.
Then my next cervical.
Then skiving Cadets (I feel terrible but I have to).
Wednesday is mainly art exam and any free time is context.
With a huge choir rehearsal with Johnson I doubt that's much.
Then more context in the evening.
Thursday is Art exam and English lessons... and a driving lesson.
On Friday I have 3 hours of Art exam (should be nearly done by this point) and a driving test (I cba pretending it isn't).
Then, like, no time really before West Side Story in the eve.
My weekend consists of context but to break from this I have a huge choir rehearsal and a meal out.
How am I supposed to cope.
How.
I need to just sleep but right now I have to revise.
The only good thing right now is the DFTBA album.
OMG best purchase this month.


Bye internet, till my hurried and terrible response tomorrow.
x

Great outdoors

I did it, I'm back.
I'm tired as anything.
I have no energy to do my video.
Or all my context this coming week.
Argh.

BAI

Going Away

I forgot to mention this but I'm not here till Sunday and without the internet I'm going to miss out on Saturday's blog.

I considered writing a general one and setting it to post itself later but I'm not going to, just this one.

But also I fear the amount of email's I'll come back to after 3 days.

Most probably none from here but a few from twitter, hundreds from freecycle and facebook.


That's all.

:)

Grown-up

It has recently puzzled me, the definition of Grown Up.
I'm 18 now and people keep telling me that this is grown up.
I'm going to Uni next year, like a real adult.
I might get a job over the summer.
You know, all these things that the "grown ups" do.
But how does this make sense when nearly every so called adult I see is behaving as if they've swapped roles.

Does it matter if we don't want to take on all this responsibility.
We are allowed a childhood, something that in the middle ages and such we didn't have.
As Sue has told us a few times as soon as a child could walk it was working and having sex.

I see adults everday behaving what we have coined as "childish", bitching about the "kids" behind their back, holding ridiculous grudges and generally being downright lazy and rude.
In contrast we have children trying to be "adults", smoking and drinking and swearing. Dressing up and pretending to have this amazing grown up life.

Only today in English did we discuss that we should appreciate what we have rather than wishing forward or backwards in time.

Now do not misunderstand me, I love having a laugh and also acting, what some might call immaturely. I love the fact I'm growing up too because I don't think I could stand being 14 again and going through all that blergh.
But there are limits.

I'm sorry, maybe this is only me but there are times and places and even though "common sense" and "social trends" are merely that, a trend that is the average and the generally accepted norm does NOT mean I can put up with this conflict and misrepresentation of being "grown up".

Even 40 somethings and octogenarians have their non "grown up" moments so just drop it.
Stop using it as a term that doesn't mean what you want it to mean.
Sure it could mean your age and that's ok.
But really, I just don't get how people think their better if their older.

This might have come out as a bit of a messed up thought ramble but the last few days I've been putting a bit more effort into these blogs and still I cannot get my thoughts straight.

Oh well.

Also, Hazel made an observation today that made me grin. I wont go into it here because I'm not sure who from school reads this but yeah. It was class and allowed me to have a small much needed rant.

Kudos to series one of Dr Who too that Caitlin and I were watching tonight.

And to the sun, it's cheered me up.

Right, I need to pack now even though I've been saying this for ages!

Evening all.
(Or Morning if you're reading it on a morning...)

x

Glad

For many things
Nice weather
An offer from Lancaster (seeing as Newcastle say nay)
I have an amazing family
I still have tomorrow
I am going to be involved in filming our "leaving dvd" (more on this as I find out about it
That this weekend is Outward Bound and that my friendship with Helen is getting really nice again
That Hazel and I got called Hazelizabeth Creaghan by GB in choir today (I think it was an accident but it could have been purposeful!).

Not glad that I don't even a get a measly interview to impress people.
that I haven't finished my freaking context
that I cannot sleep very well (don't blame the computer, don't you dare)
that my hard drive is full to bursting and I don't have the physical time to waste going through and deleting stuff just because Dad hasn't bought me the terra I was promised.
The people still have virus'd msns that send me stupid irritating clearly malicious links that I have to close down.
That only Jen has skype because it's clearly better than msn
That I'm clearly unfit and weak and pathetic.
That I keep getting freecycle emails to delete
that I failed at dailybooth
that I failed at sentence structure in this blog
that we failed to make the video about making that cake last week

I feel like that tit from Willy Wonka, Verruca Salt.
I WANT IT ALL.
I want my days of GOLD Byron, I don't want this terrible age of iron.
I don't want money to be such a burden.
I want times where we can laugh and have what-have-you in psychology and sing Rutter's Magnificat and not be ashamed of our Soprano section.
I want to be able to prove myself to the world without the stupid stupid repetitive ritualistic standardised EXAMS.
They can just leave right now.
Get out of my face.

That's why I want to looooooose myself in art, to express myself.
To have ideas and then work on them.
To photograph and edit and paint and make and do and make people smile.
I don't want to be the "pretty little fool" that Daisy hopes her daughter will be because in the end it seems that's all that matters.
I want to be acknowledged and loved for being me, for my moments of pure wit, my moments of complete failure within social situations for my crazy knowledge of the things I like best, for my nerdfightastic ability to cope.
Because, despite the fact I'm so angry right now that I just spelt because wrong twice, I do want to be accepted, to fit in.
I want to pass my exams because in this world I have to do that.
It's what I'm expected to do and will do and in the end perhaps I'm destined to do.

But I have always been told that I want never gets.
Well that can shit off.
I want to go to sleep now and I want people to understand me.
But you will never be me, and I will never be you and the only way you could possibly even start to comprehend is if I just type out every little though I have as I contradict myself until I settle on my final thoughts.













ARGH.

Bye.

Seriously, I'll be happier tomorrow, I promise.

Good golly miss Molly

This is where I tell the void of the internet many things about myself.
Today I:
1. Completed my English coursework
2. Watched Ali get very scared by a photo of a whale
3. Recorded a bit of Video with Hazel for Rwanda.
4. Listened to Helen and Grace's immense packing list for Outward Bound on Friday.
"Cake mixture"

:D

I'm feeling pretty positive today.
Should have done a painting today but didn't.
Oops.

Giggling in English

I wrote in my Don Juan notes "IRL".
Nerd jokes ftw.
I really need an iTunes account to buy Tom's song in April and to get some Wrock, a love of mine re-enforced over the last two days.
I loved Psychology this morning, we talked about the meaning of life.
And if they actually went to the moon or not.
These conversations come from no where and could go on and on (and Nerimon) but we had to talk about the Biological approach to Psychology instead.

Oh my goodness Kristina's Mrs. Nermion song is absolutely immense.

I have very little to say.
I feel that it's disappointing to only here a little bit of information.

Oh yes, we watched trailers for upcoming films online at lunch time.
Planet 51 looks fairly amusing.

Bai x

Global connectivity

I love this ability, the internet, to connect to various people here and there across the world.
From Hazel in the room next door to me to watching Youtubers globewide.
I went driving this morning and it was fine, I'm not so scared about the impending test.
What I am scared about is the lack of sleep I will be getting over the next three weeks due to the non-stop lifestyle I've acquired.
I need to get my art exam fully planned and get a crack on with English revision.
Only 84 days till exam 1.
I also haven't planned out any video for the next week.
Oops.
I need to clear my camera for Outward Bound too and see that stuff from Hazel's art thing and see if it plays.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=48PFiS9M2S8

Need to put new bedding on my bed.
Niiight.

Gradual progression.

This morning after taking Hazel to band I was going for driving practice with Mum so we decided to go on the much needed 'Tip trip' to get some things for my art project.
All the roads in that area were blocked off and we did a crazy long winded round trip and ended up not even bothering.
I managed to then drink an entire 750 ml carton of Pineapple and Mango juice while filling in my year book stuff online.
My password for that is a bit like the word rawr at first glance and made me giggle.
Before 9 I wasn't awake enough to do anything so I started book sorting, futile really because I'll need about 3 days to make a good job of it really. So far I've sectioned off the better from the not so but need to condemn the atrocious then separate the unread onto a pile to get through and the to read again onto another and then finish cataloguing them all with ratings and signed or not bits.
ARGH. Also there are so many gaps where instead of buying I borrowed from friends or the library, it's infuriating.
I missed the Epic blogtvshow for RND because of the second Magic night, hosted this time by Tim Vine. Superb it was.
I'm going to fail at being a good Ranger tomorrow because of Context questions.
:/

Goodnight my three public followers.
Goodnight you lurkers.
<3

Grant the cement faerie.

This Magic night malarkey is only half good.
I mean the compèreing is hilarious, we got called Muggles.
Ahhhh.
Paul Daniels was magnificent too, he always is.
Oh gosh, too many years on Neopets has left me spelling "fairy" as faerie.
I like that spelling better anyway.

Today I kept lapsing into thoughts of the future, its really strange.
Also, for the last three nights, I've consistently dreamt of being part of the YouTube close knit friend group that I observe and read about.

Something in me tells me I could fit in, I'll just have to go to a gathering.

X

Gymnasts of Quidam

I've just got in from seeing Cirque du Soleil.
I'm blown away.
This has made me so happy.
I seriously though cannot cope with the idea of the next few weeks.
There is so much.
So so much to do.

:X

Night.

Goodness gracious me

http://popwatch.ew.com/popwatch/2009/03/twilight-dakota.html

VOTE TOM FELTON

We had a 3 and a half hour choir rehearsal today.
I had a great idea for my art but FreeCycle is confusing me, I'm not sure if my message posted!


GARGH

Great salvage!

Walking down into town after school with Hazel I noticed a bus wing mirror hidden in the bushes above the wall.
Needless to say I took it.

Seriously, I need to plan out my time to the DOT up until the exams.
I feel another massive sheet of card to be needed.

I shall do that tonight I think so as to sort it all out.

x

Great day from 2:15 onwards

It wasn't bad leading up to there, just mediocre.
So practically all of English this afternoon was laughter.
Seriously that is why I still love English Lit.
The workload may be catastrophically terrible.
But the lessons are magic.
Mrs GB called Perdita a damp squid, a phrase I've only ever heard once before and that was from Thurly.
When Thurly first said it I thought she was being a Potterfan and saying "squib", she wasn't.

Danny Mac admitted to almost calling Florizel "Florenzo" by mistake, which doesn't sound so funny but is because he said it and it was his character and also the many jokes we've had about names Shakespeare uses too.
Phil said, as the lesson started, "We won... #mumbled# in terms of winning", and wasn't quite quiet enough so we all heard his silly sentence.
(Gosh I just realised how pathetic the word silly is, never again shall I use it...)
GB also mentioned how goats have a high sex drive apparently.
Phil laughed one of the best laughs when he saw that someone would have to say the world dildo too, which goes to show that despite being 18 we all have moments of that 13 year-old playground mentality, even the head boy. (It's The Winter's Tale 4.4.195 if you care.)

Then I spent an hour scribbling a picture of a can of Mtn Dew. OH YES!

As we got home I opened the door and exclaimed "OMG that's Tom's writing!"
Yes my fireflyers have arrived and my envelope is firmly magnetised to my notice board.
Oh gosh, fan girl reaction to the extreme.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M3cq7MH21zU
To that and to my doodle of hexachordal being featured on the Ning.

Oh life, you get better when I least expect it.

^_^

Gone

I used to have a stranger following my Bookshelf blog.
They've unfollowed.
I think that's because I haven't read a full book recently though.
We made a cake today.
For Hazel's friend Fran's Birthday.
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH
Is how I feel right now.
I'm so glad I don't have to do video this week.

Getting things sorted

I posted my new video this morning before we went shopping.
I made a Going Green pledge in a nifty recycling shop where they were making flowers from throw away things.
I got a nice lbd and some trousers for OB.
Oh yeah and some earrings of random sorts and a beautiful robot necklace!
Heroes was clearly mediocre this week, I was seriously dissapointed.
I have 21 Twitter followers, some are complete strangers.

Right this is all about Saturday but yesterday this was said, "What if it's someone's scab or something?" "bear your man forest" "where's the girlfriend".

Genius you guys.

x

Good friends, good film and good food

It's late.
I have a lot I could say about how fun today was and how great Watchmen was.
But once again you'll just have to imagine because it's nearly 11.
Liz wants sleep and the need to spill her heart to the internet is not a good enough reason to stay up.

x

Guilty cat

Caitlin meant to say "Guilty Child" but clearly it came out wrong.

She's the only person I've ever been able to talk to about plugs, pronunciations and octogenarians all in one evening.

I'm rather excited for for the new Harry Potter film after watching the trailers and very excited for Watchmen tomorrow night.

I feel I should edit my video now, the first 4 days at least, but I'll go shower first.

In a bit.

Just DFTBA and you'll be heading the riiiiiiight waaaay.

Goodly bulk

I had a good morning.
Got a fair chunk of art done and some good psychology learning too.
Jon Richardson is apparently going to be recording for an episode of the Now Show :)
Tom Felton might get signed to DFTBA records (well Alex put a word in with Alan).
I need to do some knitting and this weekend a lot of typing.
Cinema to see Watchmen on Friday with a crew from school.
Gosh crew sounds hideous.
With the peeps.
No they're marshmallows.
Erm, with them lot.

I'm off to listen to a podcast.

Note to self: Using surfaces to paint/draw on that already exist.

Great war and a sing-a-long

I hate writing this so close to going to bed.
I never have time to write what I could.

Today we had a school trip to some lectures about our English Lit War Synoptic paper.
This woman told us our lives would be full of heartbreak and this guy told us many lovely things.
I kept nodding off because it was so dark.

Tonight Mum, Hazel, Ross and I took a trip to a "sing-along-Hairspray" rendition.
We were given cards, banners, materials and party poppers.

It was fun but I crave to do a Rocky Horror one now!
Seriously.

And tomorrow is going to be class, Chinese for lunch.
Mmmmhmmmm

xxx

Gargantuan quantities of keys

Dad was given all the keys in lost property at school.
He got most of the ones with keyrings back to their owners.
But that still left about 200 odd keys.
Bring on the art project.

Heroes in 25 mins, I hope this series is good.
Being Human was amazing.

x

Good golly gosh

Well then, it's March now.

I don't understand myself, there are moments when I think so deeply I'm in layered thinking, so concious of my thoughts that I think that I'm ridiculas.
There are moments in my life when I start planning things.

Take last night for instance.
We went to see the Kaiser Chiefs at the Metro Arena.
The support was "Esser" and "Black Kids".
Esser's 'single' was called "We can work it out"... everything they sang was good but so repetitive I almost screamed.
At this point this odd stomach ache had started to creep up on me but I thought, no, I'll just become absorbed in the music and forget about it.
Then the Black Kids were really good and I wanted to dance but was in pain but I thought, if I save myself I'll enjoy the Chiefs more.
So by the time it got to them we'd moved forward a lot in the crowd and it was SO warm.
After like 3 songs I started to think that this wasn't exactly good and that, having never experienced this before I might be about to faint.
I turned to Ross and said,
"You know what, I feel terrible, I might be about to faint",
and he replied with,
"Don't".
I decided I wouldn't and was transfixed with the lights on stage.
The next thing I knew was that I was being pushed against people and my legs were walking me to the side.
I thought, 'I've got to appear concious to that guy so I'll get my ticket so I can go back in in a bit'.
I know what it's like to be a first aider and knew all I needed was a bit of fresh air and a drink.
I got some coke and practically downed it.
I felt great almost straight away and was trying to explain what had happened to Ross and Laura because already I was over thinking everything.
They told me I looked very pale which I though was fine because I always am.
At this stage I was already completely back to normal.
I spent till the end of the gig completely bouncy and singing along to everything and taking photos.
Simultaneously thinking that I'd ruined my "no fizzy drinks for lent" and thinking what "G" work I would use for my blog today.
In the car on the way back I started thinking about my art project that is "throw away society".
Bottle tops and semantic cans maybe.

That's enough about my odd thinking and how I am always concious of everything even at the oddest illest moments and cannot understand how other people 'don't realise they're doing it', the only moment I've ever not realised was when I was unconscious and even then I knew that I was going to go unconscious and I came round withing 20 seconds and was able to talk think and walk.

These long blogs take a while actually.

Right, here follows my day plan and we shall see what I actually get done from it.

[x] Listen to Jon Richardson from 10
[x] Listen to that Art show thing that Mum sent me a link to
[x] Psychology essay, behaviourism
[x] Re-draft of coursework, Hughes
[] Writing up to date in Art project
[] Context, Canto 3 up to point covered
[] Context, Act 4, Winter's Tale, up to point covered
[] English file, all marked work for inspection
[] Sketches sent to Alex, #fingers crossed#
[] Computer switched off before 10 pm?
We shall see.